i wonder sometimes whether the statement 'provide good service' which they repeat over and over again means sucking up to the customer to the extend til bending down to lick their toes for them when ordered.

when a simple word like c-o-m-p-t-r-o-l-l-e-r was repeated for more than 10 over times, and the other party STILL cannot get it despite being english educated, what does it mean?

mind you, i spelt it out.

despite having repeat in a vvveerrrryyy sslllloooowwww pace, just hoping SHE is able to catch the oh-so-difficult 11-lettered word (omg!! more than 10 letters!! so long!)

she said i was irritating!! so sad!! =(

oh so u asked for my NAME and wanna WRITE A LETTER on my IRRITATING behaviour? why dun you tune your mind faster so you wun irritate others instead? huh??? or did pregnancy slow u down? huh????

you know what? i dont care, when i m angry i will curse that said person til death.
and i MEAN it. seriously mean it.

i know i may appear angry and super unreasonable now. and all you may wonder when did me become such a vengeful person now?

sorry ok? some of you may not have been spoken to in e face like what that mad woman said to me in MY face. so you dont know what it really feels.

and sorry to post only ANGRY blog post nowadays. maybe i should just make this place private and only i see what i vent. as there are also not many happy things happening to me anyway.


ya.. the happy ger i used to be is gone ever since like 4 months ago? someday i will just drown in unhappiness and just disappear from world, not like ANYONE will miss me.

i m up for providing fantastic service anytime, but not to the extend of sucking up to them and demeaning myself. tts an insult, not service.

til next time if you find this url no longer valid meaning i decided to stop depressing you ppl with my angry and hateful thoughts. maybe til 3 long years later when the happy me which is hidden deep deep inside is able to come out to light again then i shall open up again and blog like what you happy and joyous ppl do.