okay... my 2nd day of mc this week, another one tml.
oh i love 2 days work week.
hadnt had a good night of sleep for days alr.
and docs all says i m not tired enough..
crap.. how can i be not tired enough?
anyhow..

seriously i canot drag on my dieting plans alr. i dont wanna look like a piece of lard beside slim, fit and well-toned ppl!!


=))))))) i m going to wild wild wet this sun! yay!

my god

oh my mother!!!!

I LOVE JAY!!!
i mean zhou jie lun...
he's blardy talented can!!!!!!
goshhhh..... zhou dong..

hmm.. many ppl are sick ard me.. pls all of u get better soon.

looking for a friend. must be whom i know personally..
to work part time. but MUST be serious bout it and willing to commit/work at least for more than half a year.. its really urgent! dont have to worry if e job is hard or colleagues there are hard to get along with. coz i had been workign there for a long time before and the ppl there are really really nice. job scope wise can let u learn a lot and things are not tt difficult as it seems.

as long as willing to learn with a positive attitude, boss WILL NOT kui dai u!
salary needless to say will be higher than ur typical part time job, plus 1.5 rate counted for every 15 mins of overtime u work. many many perks and extra bonuses for good workers.

come to me ok. pls.. really urgert.. work time in evening or weekends. but negotiable of coz. but dont intro to fren's fren coz i gave word to say i must know the person personally so that i know whether the person is suitable not.
lastly, females only.

thanks.

headache, urge to puke, giddy spells, feeling no appetite.. and terribly broke.
hai tt's life. tml's the start of another week of talking non stop for 8 hours per day.

its all lies.. nth is true..

as always in such a short span of time, things tt used to be so firmly expressed out can be changed just like that.

sometimes i just wonder y........................

liars
u lied.
u lied. and even u also lied..
excuses of lying.. sad, troubled.
and tts an exemption to sticking to the words 1st said?
lies. alllllll lies....
i hate liars...

its just a simple 'its all fake' can settle everything? and be ready to move on? so means all along everything are just all fake .. no wonder i m said to be a drama queen some times.. coz only i m thinking its all real.....

it was i who firmly believes and worries bout the consequenses.. despite all who had their doubts.. u shld know wat i m refering to.. for the past weeks, despite me telling myself ' dont be a fool, jinhui!'. in the end, i got the confirmation tt comes in the form of an mere email, it just kept going in circles ard me and in the end............... urgh.. this feeling is extraordinary.. like a big ball of sth tt i cant make out wat it is...

when can i ever get rid of the things going round and round me like many irritating flies .. urgh

til later.. til when i can exactly decide wat i shld be feeling.. which is good. another lose weight oppurtunity.

seriously i hate having to entertain such brainless ppl i meet at work EVERY SINGLE GODDAMMNIT DAY.

i mean, i seriously DONT get the objective behind their actions. so annoying.

and when i gets annoyed i gets really annoyed!!

life's so boring. no jokes to laugh, no food fest, no songs to sing, no ppl to bully, no money to spend, no fun, no high.. and as usual, i m outdated, i still haben watch 'secret' omg.. kill me.

and i need a dress, but 2 things. 1st, i m fat. 2nd i haben went to search for it yet.
i need shoes, but 2 things. 1st, i choose shoes like choose husband. 2nd, i got no time for shopping.

i need a life, and prolly a night life. oh come on.. y everybody buay on one?! i need khakis....

yest while slacking with big sis at domanchi, she started telling us about jobs... and analyzing our pay..

and then dinner's topic was bout money..
and then mocha's topic was bout changing jobs..

urrggh!! i dun wanna slog over phonecalls anymore.
but neither do i wanna work with ______ & ________ &________
no
ha. oh wells. dumdeedummm..

i absolutely love me-time.....

yest i saw this uber pretty red suede choker for cats completed with gold buckle and gold bell!!
it comes in xmas green too!!

i nearly bot it for my.. ahem.. future pet.
so chio can!! 2 bucks only somemore!!

i wan a REAL kitty..
come to think of it, maybe this is another one of my mad moments.
not too long ago i been having this kinda thoughts regarding class2 and a shiny red vespa..
la..

one can never have just a little bit.

u got a bit, u wan the whole world.

everyone are like that, including me.. how come human beings are all like that..
i hate..

life is so boring. like wat a friend always says..'just stick a knife in me and declare me dead.'

I WANT A CATT!!! or anyhting huggable..
so sian..

tokyo juilet

sigh......

Ji Feng Liang...
so fake, no one like this exist.
bullshit.

and no one in this world is lucky like lin lai shui..
fake!!!!!

i know i m outdated.. whatever..

head is freaking pain. uber tired.. BORING!