i just feel you slipping away from me again.. ..

but just after these 3 days of happiness.. i guess that's enough..
let it be. let it be..
it's all yours to choose.
i'll leave it all up to fate.

bao bei, if i never tell you before.
you are so very special.. lovelove.
just be happy, okay?

it's true that if you canot love yourself, how can you love others.

i haben been loving myself for a long long time.
and i've forgotten how to.

i love you, but i also made the mistake of possessing you.
shall learn that to love you is see you happy.

i wish everything will be well for you.
if you want to talk, i'd surely be always here.
if you don't, pls dun ever think i m drama-ing again.
coz .. i m not the self-proclaimed princess previously alr.
i understands. when i said i do, this time i really do.

i dont have telepathy, i cant know how are you feeling and what the exact details you are gg thru now.
but i can be just there if you need that support.
coz for once, you would want to burst to someone, who wun burst you back.
i can be there for you to burst, and not blast you back.

don't ask me to ignore you now.
i wun.
coz now is not the time.
if after all your troubles,
you still decide to ask me to ignore you.
i will, coz that is the time, you would make the correct decision.
til then, i'll have nth to say except to just accept.

til then i can then accept the fact that it's not working out.
instead of telling myself that it's becoz of other stress that you are facing..

til then, i will be patiently, rationally, clear-headedly there for you.
i promise.
the once-self-proclaimed princess is history..

jinhui. jinhui... it's time for you to grow up.. to really really grow up..