so sian!

no work means no phonecalls! ha! it's time i get to wake up at a time later than 7am. finally... i so deserve this monday off.

anyway for everyone who watched 'Just Follow Law' by jack neo i just wanna say, the movie is so true! bloody send email, cc here and there, shooting arrows at each other. i m glad to say, i offically sent my 1st cc email yest! how exciting. i m just like any other trying hard to cover backside person in the organisation now. yay!!

glad my foot!!!! curse and swear... i do not understand why there are SUCH IDIOTIC people ard!!! its their own fault, and happily found the WRONG dept, and yet knowing their mistake DO NOT want to find the appropriate person to help them, since i m nice enough to TRY to help and yet I GOT THE SHIT!!!!!

UUURRRRGGGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HOPE U CHOKE ON FISHBALLS!!!!!!!!!!!

watever.. i dun care.

nvm if u dun understand.. work stuffs.. i just needa vent.

am i venting/complaining too much? i think my temper just worsened..

i m gonna face the sun at full blast tml.. but i do not know where's my spf150 sunblock...... and all my whitening crap..

my cousin's pregnant! yay.. an aunt to be..ME!!
and one of my fren just got hitched yest..
everyone is starting/had started sch alr..
yay.. happiness is all around..
oh well, all around except for here anyway..

brrr.. cold..
i wanna eat creamy chicken and kfc, maybe some ben&jerry's will be nice..
hmm also.. hello panda strawberry!
and durians..
oh oh.. i wan donuts and brownies from taka!
i wanna eat ban mian too!
grrrr..............

work work.. more work...

nth in my life but work.......
so sian..

so so so sian..

i m broke!!

so sian.
germ's blogging and i wanna read.. but tt woman is so slowwwww!!
i bot vest and skirt today!
sister jing jing and party germ germ are so tan........ like this>>>

yay and we had xian de lai for dinner.. yummy..

urgh.. and i look so act cute today..

i m not gg to buy briks!! NO!!

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and so i read germy's blog...

i love u gers too!!!

i m so glad i m part of the strong bond tt held us to tightly tgt!

=))))

and i miss darling too! hope u feeling better okay???? and we go eat the riverside restaurant again!

and well.. thou i see baby everyday at work.. but baby, pls rmb u r my fren and not only my colleague, i would wish to see u out eating xian de lai with us! coz the rest of them dun appreciate lamb fillet like we do. haha..

la la la..

i saw a red vespa today! as in glossy shiny RED. with 2 checkered helmets for both riders!!
CHIO!

and a snowy white cat!!! so white, it seems to glow in the dark!!
CHIO!!!!

lets go shopping! =D

oh man oh man.... work sucks.
the thing is during work i m supposed to update this v impt spreadsheet to transmit info from one place to another. ok.. sounds simple?
BORING..
from last week i did one spreadsheet of 29 records, and just finished it today. and i found another new spreadsheet of 79 records in my mail!!!!!!

nearly cried on e spot.. i seriously mean it ok.

hai. helpline today werent splendid too..
unlike last week, i sounded so full of confidence, like i m the pro of the pro... plus throw in e drive and vibrant tone and fantastic customer service.......
this week i was generally pretty dead.

ya. yest i pissed the 'law-by-law' off and today i pissed my trainer off too. seriously i din do it on purpose.... but.. forget it. alr been feeling nausea since mon, everyday after helpline it worsen.. 3 years... 3 freaking years... kept whining to baby right after helpline, felt really bad, seems i had reached the max alr, cant improve or catch up any more. nontheless, having a true friend at work is really good coz i dun have to scared her for discriminating me during my useless days or i have to be real careful with words i say to her. and the best of all, i wun have to bottle everything up and swallow them...

i wun say none of the colleagues are not nice but i wun say they are angels too. but since i have baby as my colleague nw, i m not gonna complain much..

am tired, nw tt i got my psp, it doesnt really feel THAT awesome after all. maybe coz til nw i still cnaot break the damn time trial for need for speed. and i m really tired from playing the same thing over and over agian!!! pls!! i bot 3 cars! and modify all of them alr!!! there are absolutly no more modification i can make or any more cars i can buy!!!

i know i m random.. jus let me talk..

its like when one thing isnt gg smooth, ALL things canot go on smoothly..
after u get everything u ever wanted... it doesnt at all seems tt fantastic after all.. and u just got a feeling tt u can actually do without all these stuffs.

watever............

told wennie bout stuffs over our daily emails... she says dun think so much.. coz normally all these 'waiting' stuffs just aint true.. it wun be real........... til another one comes into the pic.. everything is just gone..

these days i m just so attracted to cats.. lil kitties.. big fierce kitties... cute kitties...
so adorable. aint u ppl not fasinated to them? instead of dogs who are active and bark and pounce at u.. cats have this mysterious aura and attitude of their own.. so cool! it seems to just not care about a single damn thing in the world! and they too got this'i dun give a shit whether u like me or not' look on their face! oh!!! e more i wanna pick them up and cuddle them and squeeze them!! aw..

serious.. i m not joking, i will keep a cat if i can. see.. a cat doesnt care if u bring them out for walks not. or u def need to spend few hours a day playing catch with them, coz they are too cool to be seen playing the game!! haha! i think if i were to keep a cat, i will be the one fighting for its attention instead!! parents dun let me have any animal in e hse, not even a tiny fish or worm.. so yea... maybe i can get a cat when i m real old and while i knit on my rocking chair i will give the kitty a ball of thread to play! and maybe i can use the kitty to scare germy coz by them she will be too old to run! haha.. imagine i put kitty on the chair beside her.. it would be hilarious...



aahh... feels good to let out the thoughts for a while.. thanks ppl...

it's sorta funny in life when u are in some place and u wish tt u were in another instead. like sometimes u go to e hawker centre to eat with friends and then u set ur mind in eating, say oyster omelette then after returning to the table then u saw ur friend having beef noodles. then u look at ur own piping hot oyster omelette and u wished that you were the one having beef noodles instead. the second time u go to the hawker centre thou u feel like having oyster omelette again but you decided that the place have many more interesting food other than just oyster omelette, and you walked ard the whole damn place and finally decided on this v delicious looking................... hokkien mee. and then after ordering this hokkien mee, it was nice... but then you just cnaot stop thinking of the oyster omelette thou u thot u were so sure on having the hokkien mee. it wasnt coz tt the hokkien mee wasnt nice, it's even nicer than the oyster omelette but u know.... u know from the bottom of ur heart that only oyster omelette can satisfy u and its just meant for u. thou u have sth better like hokkien mee, but u cant feel happy no matter wat. then the 3rd time u visit the sickening hawker centre and u headed straight back to the fated oyster omelette stall, but it was alr gone.... selling roti prata instead.

and there u were, disappointed.. regreting y u din appreciated the oyster omelette in e 1st place, keep thinking it was too oily, too ugly, not hot enough, not soupy etc, etc. and nw u want nth except the oyster omelette althou u think it wasnt good for u. but wat can u do? it wasnt here anymore, but even if it really comes back do u really wan it? u sure u wun one day stop eating again and go for sth different, like u used to? wat can u blame? urself for not being contented with wat you have or blaming the omelette for not being perfect?


i m getting loh soh....

shall try to break the stupid need for speed time trail. honestly this game is fun but i keep canot pass the time trail... and i canot pass means i canot go on to the next level. super pek chek... kns..

pretty messy things happen these few weeks.. things are peaceful nw. life is ok with psp with me.. oh... pls not let the flu stop! i wan mc tml................... =X

still alive.

(yeap.. still alive.

work is e most boring and lifeless thing on earth. in case ur think its fun, ITS NOT AT ALL!!!! Being a snail is even more fun then wat i m doing every single freaking day. at least a snail can slp, admire scenery and play in the rain. i think all taxi drivers in spore shld thank me for the extra money tt are gg into their bank in a few months time. yet, i gave them a bomb for bringing me to work. used to cost 9bucks to reach office, some itchy backsides would (purposely???) go by bt timah and i had to pay 50cents more for ERP. And the toot driver went orchard way today and i paid 10bucks!! one whole dollar more....

fine, i know i shldnt be so narrow-minded and whine bout tt extra dollar i m paying. but... just let me whine ok.

anyway, my weight is slowly and steadily increasing, trying hard to curb my glutton-ness. hai. i need to lose weight u know..

life's so quiet now, soon everyone dear would be starting their new life..... in uni. so yea.. envious i m... i so wanna hit the books and do projs and just enjoy being a student. yet.... i have to endure taxation while everyone are going fun lects and tutorials. damn 3 yrs.

i m so thinking of times when tb27 went for lects tgt, and climb the slopes ard NP to attend classes, complaining bout tutors, crapping all the way. taking pic in lib and eating at different canteens, complaining how we have to eat at canteen one as chi refused to go anywhere else to eat! those were the times, young and innocent, and our biggest worries were just mere project deadlines.

sigh...

all i can say is, i feel so old and hargard. when i look into e mirror, i dun think tt e person staring back is just a mere 19 going 20 girl. i dun look 20, i dun feel 20, i think i m at least 25. this feeling is scary, really scary. I dont know wat's awaiting me in e future, all i can do is hang on to the lil string of unconcrete plans and hopefully praying to buddha tt it will guide me thru. i dun feel any drive in me, hopefully i wun lose this precious bit of myself.

depressing?..... til e next itme...........
bye if anyone does reads.