there. see, you did it AGAIN!
MY, why can't you ever USE your brain before doing or saying ANYTHING?!
is this chicken pox thing attacking your brain?
look, i know you are trying to make things better. how come you whenever you try to do sth, the result often goes the other way instead.

why? i just want things to be happy.
i merely want to be happy, that's all.
i just wan to meet the person i loved and missed dearly.

so? can't you understand that no one is AS FREE AS YOU?
ppl have things to be busy with.
like sch and work.
ppl dont have the time to bother with you.
you are just someone who have nth better to do.
and too much brain power to waste.
and nth to occupy yourself with.
.....

i just want you to love me.
to love me, tt's all i ask..
i just want us to be happy like we used to.
but it seems to be further and further away from me.
i dun wan it to leave.
i dun wan you to leave.
but yet everytime, the more i wan someone to stay, the further the person will go.
am i really that bad a person?
am i?
why is it that i cannot make anyone happy in my whole life?
am i jjust the carrier of sadness?
you jus told me to leave. i know i should not cry, but i canot help it.
the tears jus flow out.
i know you r sick of my drama and crying.... i canot help it..
to love seems so hard.
to be loved seems even harder...

i love you, do you still even like me?