It's now then I realised that everything was not what I think it is.
blame it on my slow-ness, i am kinda dumb if you realise.

Why is it when everything starts to go smoothly for me and just when i thought i'll be fine and happy and blah...... some imperfection has to come out and crash my happy fairytale?

oh what do you all that?
ya, SPOILER

fucking spoiler. I hope spoiler dont happen and just disappear from the surface of earth. just go away, dont ruin my happy fairytale. you are taking away mine stuffs bit by bit, argh. and the worse is, i canot blame anything for that. like wtf....

even if spoiler does happen, i'll just have to LL and give up my happy fairytale.

LIKE WTF RIGHT?!!!!

sian... i think i m cursed........ just like the fact that everyone thought i know but actually i dont. and like the fact that everytime i eat raisins, i'll find worms in them. Now i got one more thing to add in the cursed list, which is everytime things are going happy and fine for me, there will always be something to come out and burst my bubble.

mum's irritating me everyday. argh.

am i getting emo? gosh, i hate getting emo. esp getting emo while thinking to myself, like wtf!!!!!!!!!!

i m morphing into an emo lian. shit.