after all the times, life's stable nw.
nonetheless, everything still sticking to the same old routine, but actually i did enjoy it more now.
been happier, better-tempered, not lost at the moment.

nothing can be in full happiness, it's all bout give and take. i get happinesss, i must give some too.

but it seems i keep getting but not giving. thou i tried.. but still tt 'dont care' song kept surfacing. seriously, i m getting turned off by that alr. it keeps replaying itself in my head. it just makes me wanna yell 'I NEVER DONT CARE I NEVER DONT CARE !!!!!!!" Repeatly.., and shake that person hard on e shoulder to get the msg inside the head.

the bottom line is.. if i dont care, i wun even be here............................
sian. happy day still ended this way.
it makes me doesnt wanna think of tomorrow.............
you dont know how much it hurts when u play that damn song, til i wish the person who wrote that song never fucking exist.