its all lies.. nth is true..

as always in such a short span of time, things tt used to be so firmly expressed out can be changed just like that.

sometimes i just wonder y........................

liars
u lied.
u lied. and even u also lied..
excuses of lying.. sad, troubled.
and tts an exemption to sticking to the words 1st said?
lies. alllllll lies....
i hate liars...

its just a simple 'its all fake' can settle everything? and be ready to move on? so means all along everything are just all fake .. no wonder i m said to be a drama queen some times.. coz only i m thinking its all real.....

it was i who firmly believes and worries bout the consequenses.. despite all who had their doubts.. u shld know wat i m refering to.. for the past weeks, despite me telling myself ' dont be a fool, jinhui!'. in the end, i got the confirmation tt comes in the form of an mere email, it just kept going in circles ard me and in the end............... urgh.. this feeling is extraordinary.. like a big ball of sth tt i cant make out wat it is...

when can i ever get rid of the things going round and round me like many irritating flies .. urgh

til later.. til when i can exactly decide wat i shld be feeling.. which is good. another lose weight oppurtunity.