oh man oh man.... work sucks.
the thing is during work i m supposed to update this v impt spreadsheet to transmit info from one place to another. ok.. sounds simple?
BORING..
from last week i did one spreadsheet of 29 records, and just finished it today. and i found another new spreadsheet of 79 records in my mail!!!!!!

nearly cried on e spot.. i seriously mean it ok.

hai. helpline today werent splendid too..
unlike last week, i sounded so full of confidence, like i m the pro of the pro... plus throw in e drive and vibrant tone and fantastic customer service.......
this week i was generally pretty dead.

ya. yest i pissed the 'law-by-law' off and today i pissed my trainer off too. seriously i din do it on purpose.... but.. forget it. alr been feeling nausea since mon, everyday after helpline it worsen.. 3 years... 3 freaking years... kept whining to baby right after helpline, felt really bad, seems i had reached the max alr, cant improve or catch up any more. nontheless, having a true friend at work is really good coz i dun have to scared her for discriminating me during my useless days or i have to be real careful with words i say to her. and the best of all, i wun have to bottle everything up and swallow them...

i wun say none of the colleagues are not nice but i wun say they are angels too. but since i have baby as my colleague nw, i m not gonna complain much..

am tired, nw tt i got my psp, it doesnt really feel THAT awesome after all. maybe coz til nw i still cnaot break the damn time trial for need for speed. and i m really tired from playing the same thing over and over agian!!! pls!! i bot 3 cars! and modify all of them alr!!! there are absolutly no more modification i can make or any more cars i can buy!!!

i know i m random.. jus let me talk..

its like when one thing isnt gg smooth, ALL things canot go on smoothly..
after u get everything u ever wanted... it doesnt at all seems tt fantastic after all.. and u just got a feeling tt u can actually do without all these stuffs.

watever............

told wennie bout stuffs over our daily emails... she says dun think so much.. coz normally all these 'waiting' stuffs just aint true.. it wun be real........... til another one comes into the pic.. everything is just gone..

these days i m just so attracted to cats.. lil kitties.. big fierce kitties... cute kitties...
so adorable. aint u ppl not fasinated to them? instead of dogs who are active and bark and pounce at u.. cats have this mysterious aura and attitude of their own.. so cool! it seems to just not care about a single damn thing in the world! and they too got this'i dun give a shit whether u like me or not' look on their face! oh!!! e more i wanna pick them up and cuddle them and squeeze them!! aw..

serious.. i m not joking, i will keep a cat if i can. see.. a cat doesnt care if u bring them out for walks not. or u def need to spend few hours a day playing catch with them, coz they are too cool to be seen playing the game!! haha! i think if i were to keep a cat, i will be the one fighting for its attention instead!! parents dun let me have any animal in e hse, not even a tiny fish or worm.. so yea... maybe i can get a cat when i m real old and while i knit on my rocking chair i will give the kitty a ball of thread to play! and maybe i can use the kitty to scare germy coz by them she will be too old to run! haha.. imagine i put kitty on the chair beside her.. it would be hilarious...



aahh... feels good to let out the thoughts for a while.. thanks ppl...