no future

okayyy...

the interview was oookkkkayyy.. i think my performance wasnt the killer, but instead was the no confidence of the interviewers have in me. they kept bombarding me about business stuffs instead of the interest i have for the job. esp the chairman, seems like he has A LOT A LOT of doubts bout me. hai. but then again, meaningful job is one thing, benefit is another thing. i know bout all those stuffs bout interest and such, but for me and the situation i m in now, monetary benefits are much more important.

so yea.

i will know my results tml when i go work, and so will the whole office.

oh wells.

if i m lucky, i will be offered the contract option, if not, i would get the C grade then be kicked out.

anyway, 90% chance i would be rejecting the offer. i went for the interview just for the 'mian zi'. haha. coz if i didnt turn up for the interview, cfm kana say at work tml. lol.

IRAS called, interview next thurs, salary sounds good. shall see about the prospects. caller damn attitude thou. called baby, she flying to china tml, bon voyage. lol! i canot imagine myself eating from the plates of the restaurants in china again. yucks.

met up with buds yest ... all working now. all of them looks great, like grown ups!! except for me.. still tt fat, pudgy piece of lard.

anyway i m tired. i think the whole office tml will know how sucky i did in the interview today and they will all laugh til their teeth drop. maybe i shall bring a spade to work tml, to dig up a whole and bury myself in it. hahah.. if their teeth drop and i can intro them to do dentures with dr chong.. and dr chong shall increase my pay coz i bring so many business to him. ok lame not funny.

jingwen's last day's monday. AARRRGGHH!! perhaps if mag comes back tml and can then esther can come work with me. lol. so someone will have lunch with me. xiu's coming back i think 2 weeks later? prolly i would be gone by then..............

slp time.. nites